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Reasonless, Meaningless Superiority
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[02 Aug 2005|01:53pm] |
i don't know how many of you indulge in the guilty pleasure of daytime soap operas...but FOB was just name dropped on ABC's "One Life to Live".
strange
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[06 Mar 2005|09:47pm] |
I need $535 by March tenth.
ideas?
by the way, I'm out of here for awhile...bye.
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[04 Mar 2005|09:06pm] |
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"I need a remedy-
of deisel and dice,
something I can taste, with a fix I can trust,
another high"
I am so fucking sick of being a "kid". And my parents suddenly deciding I'm just like my Dad's fugly neices. And that I'm very likely a druggie whore...or something. And friends of my dad (whom I've never met) "snitching"(spying? stalking? as if creepy-gary isn't bad enough??) on me. And being trapped in this sick house. It's enough to undo hundreds of dollars worth of prescriptions and therapy. I fully condone someone kidnapping me. I'm not joking. Really.
is angst and insomnia good for creativity,(of the lyrical sort) or bad? guess i'll find out when someone digs me out of this emotional hellhole and I reflect.
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[04 Mar 2005|10:10am] |
Amanda P. is a total bitch.
lol.
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| i should be doing my sketchbook assingment that was due today |
[28 Feb 2005|08:07pm] |
I am going to make a ginormous wall/ceiling sized poster. I just need to figure out what picture to use. My problem is this: I can't find a picture that I would not mind looking at all the time, is attractive both artistically and asthetically, and wouldn't freak my parents too badly. There are pictures that I love that don't really fit into this description because they are awesome but creepy, nice to look at, yet risque (particularly the box five from the left, two from the top), or just boring. If you suggest an image, and I use it, I'll make a ginormous poster of your choice as well.
Edit: I will not make a poster of my "big sexy beast" photo, but i'll make one for anyone else if they want it.
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| Weekend warriors, and our best friends |
[28 Feb 2005|07:08pm] |
I am...
...Happy, Slightly Twisted, Easily Mistaken For a Stoner, Self-Absorbed, Sincere but never Serious, Bent on Dying Young, Determined to never be bored or boring, Intelligent, The highest maitenence low-maitenence girl I know, Creative, Integral, Insignifigant, Fearless, Scared to Death of giving up any control, tired of trying to control everything, General, Laidback, Naive, Fun, Crazy, Growing up too quickly, arrogant, egotistical, loud, self-assured...
It comes to my attention that I am a living, breathing paradox. But who isn't?
Sometimes I wonder if I would be a completely different person without my best friends. I tend to be a lot different when they aren't around and not in a way I fully enjoy. Are we a package deal? Will I ever find other people who I trust so wholly with my hangups and insecurites (as few and far between as they may be)? People who are some different from me yet so identical? Is it closed-minded if I hope I don't?
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| If my life was a graphic novel... |
[27 Feb 2005|02:20pm] |
( ...it would be boring )
I spent the night at Gib's. Neither of the jones kids could be found so it was just the two of us, and her sisters. We got some OC watching done, and some serious sleeping.
 | You scored as Scar. You BAD little person - You're Scar! You areextremely egotistical and ALWAYS right, and you DARE anyone to say otherwise. You see weaknesses in people and have a tendency to exploit them for your own gain, or just your sick pleasure. You are very proud, haughty and arrogant, and you believe investing "emotionally" with anyone is a waste of time. You like being 'in the know' and aware of your surroundings, in case your concocted plans of villany go awry. You're never caught with your pants down - you can talk your way out of anything. Better watch your back, though... you never know what could come back to bite ya in the rear.
Scar | | 82% | Timon | | 43% | Zazu | | 21% | Rafiki | | 21% | Mufasa | | 14% | Nala | | 11% | Ed | | 7% | Sarabi | | 7% | Simba | | 0% | Pumbaa | | 0% | </td>
Which Lion King Character Are You?
created with QuizFarm.com |
Is that the most awesome quiz ever? hot.
I feel a sappy entry coming up, so I'm going to go take more dumb quizzees.
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| So save your breath and the money you spent |
[21 Feb 2005|09:28pm] |
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I haven't been updating like i should lately. This is because I've gone driving with The Gibbler pretty much everday since she got her car. Today we went to see Jim (her best friend and insurance dude) then after I made and ate "Tofacos" (my own recipe) which were supergood, Gib called and asked if I wanted to run to Jewel with her. We got her mom some stuff (soup, vicodin, KY jelly...) then went back to her house. She made her mom some fat-egg soup before we went back to my house. While there, we lurked erin for awhile then convinced my parents that we had to go back to Jewel for drugs. We spent 50 minutes being lost in our own town, driving in circles, and harrassing old men and sophmores before we found Erin's house. We gothnapped Erin, drove around aimlessly for a bit, returned her safely home, and now...here I am.
I think I have pics of Michelle coloring my hair yesterday. Not that my hair has color now.
If you love Alan Cumming as unnaturally as I do, you should click here. beware: lots 'o semen jokes.
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| So...this is what it's like to be a teenager |
[17 Feb 2005|10:16pm] |
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Nighttime runs to jewel, buying thermometers at osco, telling everyone that you drove there (by yourselves), running to Mickey Dee's, not having a working front driver side window, makin' bueno bean dip, creepy knocking coming from the trunk, battery dying in the drive way...being rescued by Michelle's mom, being in trouble even though I called to say I"d be late SEVERAL TIMES...
more updates later when I have more computer time
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[15 Feb 2005|09:34pm] |
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If you love me, you will never do a remix of an Alkaline Trio song, especially if you suck at it. Way to kill my soul SomeRemixGuy.
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[15 Feb 2005|08:36pm] |
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My self-portrait due tomorrow and...I haven't even started. Thank someone Mrs. Fox likes me. I'm sending Mr. Peter Wentz a late valentine email as I type this. I figure it's worth a try to freak him out more than we did in December. I think I have a crush on that band, as people even, not just as objects who create "all the right noise". I loathe crushes. They are nothing but trouble.
Wayne's World 2 was on today. SHWING.
I keep getting strange emails from "Creighton College". Is my crazy, Irish Catholic, alcholic, manic depressive grandfather trying to communicate with me from beyond the grave? I doubt it. Maybe it's the ghost of part of Jake's severed finger.
Who wants to see a movie friday night? I sort of want to see Cursed. It's only PG-13, but...Lance Bass is in it!(michelle should be hooked) Dashboard Suckfessionals did a song for it. (Gib should be hooked) and it's got werewolves (erin should be hooked...because she likes guyswith obnoxious hair...coughcoughbraidguy)
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| So...I found the dog... |
[14 Feb 2005|01:26pm] |
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Funny story: I was in the shower, with hair color, hot water and conditioner running over my eyes when I hear "jingle...thwumpthwumpjinglethwumpthwumpthwumpjingleTHUWMPTHWUPCRINKLEWWOoSHTHWUMPCRASH!" I wipe my eyes and open them to find the wet, panting, dog sitting at the other end of the tub with various shampoo and conditioner bottles littered at her feet. A "What the fuck are you doing?" and a "get the fuck out, weirdo" later I had her out of the tub. She then decides to prop her front legs on the side of the tub and gaze at me past the curtain while I finish my shower. Needless to say, I finished quickly. I have the weirdest fucking dog in the world.
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| I love this song. |
[14 Feb 2005|12:44pm] |
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I can't find my dog. I mean, she's some where in the house, but I haven't seen her in a while. At the moment, I'm waiting for my hair to turn orangeyer. I really should call Gib.
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.
Then post this on your journal to see what people remember about you.
By the way, Happy Fucking V-day, losers.
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[13 Feb 2005|04:34pm] |
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( Brighten your day... )
So, where have I been? pretty much wasting the whole fucking weekend. Friday, I stayed home all day like the no-friend/no-car having loser I am until Michelle got home and dragged me off to walmart. We were going to kidnap Gib from work but got a stern "Nope" from Seth. She was missed, but it was nice spending time with just Michelle. I can't remember the last time the two of us spoke one on one in person. I tried on several cowboy hats and tried to figure out if I could rock a fanny pack while Michelle disappeared to shoot up in the bathroom (at least that's what I think she was doing). Then we went to our favorite department and peed ourselves over the new selection of $1 fabrics. I got fabric for quilts that I'm going to be making. (not grandma quilts--punk rock quilts). I found almost a whole yard of corduroy for $1.50. I am an awesome walmart shopper.
Saturday was spent playing with the children who adore me, then seeing "Pooh's Heffalump Movie" with them. I had a good time. Aleah and I made a date to watch Boogeyman, The Ring, and Ring two together...in about 10 years...
I tried to see if I could stay up all night last night. This feat tested my ability to switch between Blue Collar Comedy on Comedy Central and softcore porn on Oxygen for hours on end, but I failed. I lost it somwhere around the point where the sex and rednecks turned into Xena and infomercials like so much stagecoach into pumpkin.
Today I'm playing Kingdom Hearts (so close to the end!) until I go to GS.
I'm just going to post all of the valentines I have left:
( Would you love me if I sent you these? )
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| The sea and all it's spoils belong to me! |
[11 Feb 2005|01:39pm] |
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Woke up to Bert Mckracken screaming at me. Delightful. I'm cleaning my house because it's nasty. I was playing Kingdom Hearts, but I got to the part where Ursuala gets all huge and I had flashbacks to being teerified of that part of the movie as a child, so I had to stop for a while. She was kicking my ass anyway. I hope Brian is working at Marcus tonight. I'd like to see how many people who obviously aren't related he can get into the show free as "family". Does anyone have any ideas of things to do tonight that are free? I don't fell like spending Friday night bored.
( Would you love me if I sent you this? )
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| When I see you it stings like hell |
[10 Feb 2005|09:24pm] |
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Today was fun. I turned in that photo assignment that was due 50 million years ago, started the one thats was due today, then went on a field trip. The museum sucked,(I think hot, arty boys dislike comtemporary art as much as I do) but then we went to Water Tower Place and ate in that insane excuse for a food court. I went to the Japanese stir-fry place and had an awesome meal. It's set up like a salad bar where you pick the stuff you want fried and they cook it right there. I got broccoli, pea-pods, scallions, etc...and tofu! yum. When you cook tofu in kung pao sauce it looks exactly like chicken, which was gross, but it tasted awesome. The guy was taking down my options for the order and when he got to asking about rice there was a bit of confusion:
Guy:(japanese accent) And what kind of rice? fried or white?
Me: Oh, no rice please.
G: No? (crazy eyebrow face)
M: (shakes head 'no')
G: It comes with a meal.
M: I'm not in the mood for rice today.
G: There is fried and white
M: That's ok
G: You would like no rice?
M: None
G: You would like drink instead?
M: That would be fantastic
After I added both peanuts and seasame seeds to my delicious stir-fry (sans rice) and ate it even though pigeons were staring at me through the glass, we went up to the mall and ended up in Victoria Secret. I got measured (and won--as I was the best). 32 DD, sexxy shit is what I am. Then we had our own little "thong-a-palooza"... And all showed up back at school with not-so-discreet pink-striped bags.
I'm sooooo hyper. I'm sooooooo bored, but...
I didn't forget:
( would you love me if I sent you this? )
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